[Valeriu Hagi]

Thanks.

It also made me see this video from the same doctor.

Now I’m seriously considering an easy meditation before sleep and some simple exercise routine .

I’ll post back on how it goes for me after a week.

[Valeriu Hagi]

Thanks.

I will start an easy exercise routine and see how it goes.

I will post back after a while.

[Valeriu Hagi]

The reason I am here is that my heart is uncomfortable and complicated.

And the reason my heart is uncomfortable and complicated is my criteria of righteousness. I’m here for a map to develop one from scratch.

So I can be mentally, emotionally and economically independent.

I should have a criterion of righteousness created by myself. But I don’t have one yet. I am wrong being chivalrous. That is other people criteria, which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Sadly this is what I’ve been doing for 8 years.

I am here to reboot my life.

It has been 8 years since I kept waking up with tears in my eyes. 8 years during which I couldn’t sleep at night. It is enough !

All the pain and suffering because 8 years ago I took a really bad decision. (Without knowing its true value.) And I couldn’t tell anyone the truth cause something bad  could happen to my family. Also, if I told my friends the truth, my family would be in a bad light.

I’ve got to choose between my family, my friends and my future. I chose doing what my family wanted and I’ve got neither of them.

I kept all that pain inside myself for 8 years.

8 years…

Why suffer all that pain when I can be happy to?! I’ve got no need of more reasons for this. This one is enough.

I lost all my friends, my dream, my job, and most important I’ve let down myself.

In fact the right word is not “I lost”  but ” I let them go willingly”. Yes it hurts when I say it like that. But I think that the only way to a new start for me is to be brutally honest with myself.

The good thing is that I don’t have something to lose anymore.

So I am here for a new start.

Reboot my life!

I believe in my imperfection: I have abilities that haven’t blossomed yet. I can do it with the right questions and challenges guiding me to take my life in a new direction.

I’m here to get help to find my vision of my perfect life and develop a plan for making it a reality.

This vision will be my criteria of righteousness.

If I continue to persist and do my best, I will someday overcome even my bad luck.

And I want that, in the future, I will be powerfull enough to help those in similar pain.

Sincerely,

Valeriu.

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